type..pause..delete..

it's been ages that i haven't posted a blog. to be exact, the last time i posted was the 9th of march (if i'm not mistaken). i dunno what happened to me exactly. i've been dying to post a blog (since this is one way of expressing myself), but what have i got? nothing. everytime i positioned myself in front of the screen, placing my bare little fingers in the keyboards, my mind just goes blank. what the heck! am i losing my mentality? or whatever it is? is this a sign that i am truly one of those beings who will end up in an assylum soon? (hala! la gid nagsala si Mama, me bata gid man sa nga manug..uhmm..you know..LOL). i really wanted to share a lot of stuff but whenever i have the chance (which is very rare to visit), i'm losing it. i would type a few words and then i'll pause for a while, then delete the whole thing right after. i can't even remember exactly what are those stuff that i tried to type and patch. it seems like i have forgotten everything just after i pressed the delete button.

so, what have i got? a lot, of course. it's almost a month that i haven't shared to the world what has been happening in my life. the last thing they knew about me, is that i am in grief ('coz of my friends migrating to the States). well, to update everyone, i am very much alive and breathing. Here's a little checklist:
health: not so healthy, was recently attacked by asthma
happiness: overjoyed
heart: much loved..never unloved ('kalon! LOL)

as of now, there's something at the back of my head that i wanted to share yet i can't seem to connect the pieces. all i see is a blur vision (as if i'm having this weird vision thing). it seems like my soon-to-be-sent-in-the-assylum syndrome is attacking me. i better end this one before i manage to delete everything. screw this. this is all for now. ciao!