forward, not backward

2008 belongs to the past while 2009 to the present and future. I may have had a lot of misfortunes way back last year but my triumphs are more numbered. I wish I could go back and correct my wrongs, even though I’ve learned my lessons from them somehow. I wanted to be with those people I never had the chance to be with due to some slip-ups. I wanted to do things I wasn’t able to do so. But I can’t go back. I just have to move forward.

This year, I really didn’t much focus on having the usual New Year’s Resolution. I didn’t feel like I’m in the mood. I may be the kind of person who keeps my word (yeah, I really do), but I believe I truly can’t do something I am not totally capable of doing (like half of me is willing to do so, but half of me speaks otherwise). I’d rather do it myself without force (I’ve had so much pressure already…haha). If I really wanted to change something about me, I should have done it before, and not wait for the New Year to decide what to do about it.

Just to impart a bit of resolution for 2009, maybe I would just look forward for my year to be full of bliss. I’m an optimist. I believe a lot of good things are in store for me out there. I just have to open my eyes wider.