keeping up..

A shoutout posted in friendster:
"i can't seem to keep up..please wait"

Time really do move fast. People even move faster along with time. And as people race with the fast pace of life, I am somewhat left behind. I am not just talking about my life--but my social life and cyberworld life. It's just that I feel like a dumb loser whenever I hear news of other people having a great time with their vacation, or enjoying every minute in front of their monitors surfing the vastness of the web. And me? Well, I'm just around. Trying as much as possible to keep up. During my night shift duty, I have to wake up at 5pm to get ready for my 7pm duty.that'll end in the next 12 hours, 7am. While during my morning shift, i have to wake up at 5am and get ready for my 7am duty. I always have to wake up much earlier because i move like a dope (no wonder i'm always late).

Duty--that's where my whole life revolves as of the moment. Maybe,my whole life does, but not my whole time. I am gonna tell you a secret but we should keep it for. Sometimes, whenever I can. I still go to the malls after or before my duty. I just need a little scent of the mall and I'd be fine. Better if I could grab a little something for me to buy. But that's not just it, I also spend much more time in my laptop. What keeps me going despite the energyless-frail-and-so-totally-tired human body? Nothing. Just tid bits of news of family and friends whom I could just see in the pictures they post online. I am always happy to hear a little, much better, more about them. The web truly helps people connect without seeing each other across the globe. I am also updating my accounts (plenty of accounts,haha!). Now you're wondering how am I able to do these stuff with another 12hours remaining for my day? Simple. Don't sleep.

So, for what purpose did I post this blog? That is to help me give a life to my sulken life. Please pay a visit to one of these links, and I'd be happier if you breathe to it and give a life. Thanks a bunch!

http://profiles.friendster.com/yamzcute
http://profiles.friendster.com/yamziee
http://profiles.friendster.com/yamz03
http://yummie03.multiply.com
http://www.facebook.com/people/Maimai-Encabo/1373337600
http://www.plurk.com/yamitah
http://www.encabo.tk

code red..

Emergency..
Decode..decode..
I need back up..

Only 3 days passed from the last time I posted. And here I am again, writing..err..typing rather, whatever nonsense escapes my thoughts. the title might seem serious, but it isn't. i couldn't just think of an appropriate title for my blog. I just actually copied it from my Apr5 Daily Journal for Internship title.

Code red..sounds serious,huh? In military, it means an emergency situation requiring immediate action or a term for highest authority action given primarily in extermination by all means necessary. Such a harsh term, right? Well, in my vocabulary, it is something like an emergency case that needs only a little authority action and doesn't involve any extermination blah blah of whatever at all. By all means, it just needs an immediate action perhaps.

Red. Color of the blood. My blog has something to do with it either. Blood stain. Any guess?

Yeah..you got it!

I had my period and I wasn't able to bring an extra sanitary because I wasn't expecting a heavy flow (sorry for guys who cannot relate). I was in a middle of business in dealing with my patients, receiving and filling prescriptions here and there, when the incident happened. One of my "colleagues" noticed the stain in lower back portion of my pants and informed me. I was alarmed then. I dunno what to do since my supposed to be punch out time is still 3 log hours away. Fortunately, an angel sent from heaven, by the name of Ma'am Angel, taught me something that I will forever keep with me. That is, a simple trick that will let the stain disappear in a matter of 5 minutes without washing it. All you need is just a ball of cotton and a hydrogen peroxide. And viola! The stain's gone! (For more information, seek help from others. I will not teach you how...hahaha). Besides saving me from walking around with shame, she also lent me a sanitary so that I could change. My day was actually ruined partially during the morning. And because of waht happened to me, I started to believe that not all days which started not-so-good-at-all will get worse, rather, it can still get better if you just believe, especially when you keep believing.

So much for the red stuff in here. My uniform has already been saved from the curse of red stain. Thanks to the magic and wonders brought by the hydrogen peroxide and the skills of manipulation by Ma'am Angel. I am truly blessed. Gracias!

type..pause..delete..

it's been ages that i haven't posted a blog. to be exact, the last time i posted was the 9th of march (if i'm not mistaken). i dunno what happened to me exactly. i've been dying to post a blog (since this is one way of expressing myself), but what have i got? nothing. everytime i positioned myself in front of the screen, placing my bare little fingers in the keyboards, my mind just goes blank. what the heck! am i losing my mentality? or whatever it is? is this a sign that i am truly one of those beings who will end up in an assylum soon? (hala! la gid nagsala si Mama, me bata gid man sa nga manug..uhmm..you know..LOL). i really wanted to share a lot of stuff but whenever i have the chance (which is very rare to visit), i'm losing it. i would type a few words and then i'll pause for a while, then delete the whole thing right after. i can't even remember exactly what are those stuff that i tried to type and patch. it seems like i have forgotten everything just after i pressed the delete button.

so, what have i got? a lot, of course. it's almost a month that i haven't shared to the world what has been happening in my life. the last thing they knew about me, is that i am in grief ('coz of my friends migrating to the States). well, to update everyone, i am very much alive and breathing. Here's a little checklist:
health: not so healthy, was recently attacked by asthma
happiness: overjoyed
heart: much loved..never unloved ('kalon! LOL)

as of now, there's something at the back of my head that i wanted to share yet i can't seem to connect the pieces. all i see is a blur vision (as if i'm having this weird vision thing). it seems like my soon-to-be-sent-in-the-assylum syndrome is attacking me. i better end this one before i manage to delete everything. screw this. this is all for now. ciao!